April 9, 2009 [A Boy]

I want.
I want a boy who will treat me right.
A boy that will open doors for me.
A boy that will hold my hand just because he can.
A boy that calls me "My Girl".
A boy that is content with just sitting around and talking about life.
A boy that smiles at me when he thinks I'm not looking.
A boy that calls me beautiful, and means it.
A boy that will sing to me, even if he can't carry a tune.
A boy that can handle my opinions but has some of his own.
A boy that will kiss the top of my head.
A boy that will reassure me when my world is falling apart.
A boy that isn't afraid to tell me I'm wrong.
A boy that will sit across the dinner table from me and make silly faces at me, just because he's cute like that.
A boy that will whisper sweet nothings to me.
A boy that will hold me at night.
A boy that can make me smile without even trying.
A boy that can just look at me and know something is off.
A boy that can have a deep conversation but be silly ten seconds later.
A boy that will stand up for not only me, but what he believes in.
A boy that knows what he wants in life, and will help me figure out what I want in mine.
A boy with beliefs.
A boy with morals.

I guess I'm asking for too much here.
Maybe no such boy exists.
But I refuse to settle for less, because I think I deserve someone like this.
Someone who can do and be all of these things.
It's really not so much to ask for.
A nice boy, with good morals and beliefs.
Not a douche who will hurt me the first chance he gets.
I need a prince in shinning armor not a village idiot in tin foil.
I guess I'll just have to keep looking.
Maybe I'll find him...one day.